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I waited as long as I could
I wanted to pretend that I would come back here in some secure, perfected state.

In certain ways, I've made marked improvements, and every sense of me has grown sharper in the time away.

It's true that, in the midst of academics, even my other, more frequently used blog is being held in suspension, in spite of the sense of community that it gave me, at the time.

The proportions of that community, however, are at times illusory, and a multiple of that in my school.

In case you haven't been aware: That is a particularly abysmal quantity.

So, after continuous intentions, I've finally come back, and not just to delete the occasional spam comment.

Whether or not I end up ever getting back that sense of community online that I desired and still do (as in, not the poisoned kind), I am back, here.

There is something to be said, for the text equivalent of talking to the air, and that doesn't bother me as much as I originally became convinced it did.


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sun_shadowpoet From: sun_shadowpoet Date: August 13th, 2012 01:45 am (UTC) (Link)


In this case, my concern is mostly temporary. I'll be back to that other one, soon enough.

I particularly needed a break from having to hear about how I was going to be a "bad doctor" off of almost nothing but the other person undergoing yet another bad mood, say... for the duration of preparing for the big critical Board Exam. I could list concerns ad infinitum, really, but that was just something I wasn't going to come close to compromising on.

I had a horrible (by U.S. standards) Internet connection while on that island, so there was no way to realistically keep my preferred habits, which is what really did me in. I've just been busy on the "home stretch" aspect since I've gotten back to the mainland.
sun_shadowpoet From: sun_shadowpoet Date: August 13th, 2012 01:53 am (UTC) (Link)
I should also note that some part of me (without realizing it in the Livejournal days that I guess are here again) does find the "community that comes about as a result of the way that I talk to the air" quite nice.
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